your. SMILE(:

and so zhiyang came to school today.

started out as a bright day.
full of smiles.
or so i thought.

this wasnt what i thought it would be.
you were, both of you were lying to me.
how cld you all do this to me?
when you were crying, and was in a midst of a complicated frndship problem,
WHO WAS THERE BESIDE YOU AND HELPED YOU?
and im not trying to credit myself okay.

i hate myself.
i hate the world.
dont cock arnd saying all the crap about how NOT easy about some stuff (i dno wth is it) when you dont even want to tell me wtf is wrong.

it just keeps raining.